memories

I am still thinking about it.

Same problem. haven't settle. how? die lo

Miss those days.

But is fading away.

a new life

After 18 years of waiting. okok.. You know la.. every girl want to be special, want to be love, adore... And the day has come...

I got my first boy friend de. Eventhough he is a little bit girlish. But no matter what, i still love him~ i will spend lots of time with him. and ofcoz no one can take him away from me, Jason~

A little update

Finished my first assignment in college!! hooray.. It is com graphic. I would need to finish my assignment by using ILLUSTRATOR!! headache.. but at last, i did it!

Iact is going to shift.. to JAYA one~ That make my 3 weeks holiday! but after we study there, my wallet die faster, atm card masuk machine often and........... as u can see la. season parking there RM 110 / month. aku akan mati atas ni. As the college management says, they are getting student rebate.. ok lo ok lo.. hope for that. Another thing, no where cheap cheap makan place there. macam ni.. i die ~

As for today, Me and my classmates went karaoke! crazy people. and i didnt get to drink kampai!! miss it!! ooh yea.. thanks for the ride Sean. hehe


My work~

The confession

He is a nice man. Got to know him on my first day in college. Just like other newbies, don't know where am i, where is the washroom, even my room. Yes, i live in the dorm. It is a unisex dorm. Lots of my secondary schoolmates envy bout that. As you know, it is hard to get it. He stays opposite my room, with his sexy roommate. awww..... i will always peep at his room. I know i am pervert. But it will always happen when u like someone.

One day, i saw him bringing his girlfriend to his room. They are holding hands. and soon, they start kissing at the corridor. I am angry! I run to them and slap the girl!!..

Few days later, the guy come to me and apologize to me, because he thought that i like that girl. However, the secret will always be hidden there. Me, the man who love the man next door.


you cant really get what you want. It is fated.

你真的不要我了吗？
看着那张合照。
令我后悔。
为何当初不好好爱你，
珍惜你。。 。

your dreams come true

Nothing much to talk about myself. Currently working for maxis. ( again) -.-

Havent watch transformer and ice age 3~ .. Which cause my classmates laughing at me..

What you want me to do? everyone watched.. who willing to watch again wo. If you ask me a watch alone, then people will think i am lonely.. ( i am quite lonely der~) haha

Just found out my sister has a boyfriend! what the hell!! i am still single.. aikz.. ooh!! i told my mom about her case.. My mum is like.. ohh!! ok.. you jealous ah. SEE! MUM ALSO BULLY ME! And now one of my classmate just shout at me! CAELY U ARE LONELY!! stupid xin ling! heh.. got to get a target ... search search search!

Ohh. . . what you think about the short stories? bad ending hor~ but no happy ending in real life no point making it like disney. ( when you wish upon a star, your dreams come true~ hahaa)

Good night!

Nerd = hiding = pretending

给我一次疼你的机会

给我一点安慰

别把爱都收回

忘了我是你的谁

是不是他

让我们变的如此尴尬

你的惩罚

难免有些让人觉得可怕

厌倦了吗

还是你有新的爱情童话

止住眼泪

反正你不在需要我陪

He is really a lousy person. No one know who he is even though he has been their classmate for a year. His duty in this class is just to fill up the empty space at the corner. Or maybe photocopy all the notes for them, the classmates.

They don't dislike him. They just ignore. Or maybe don't even know who he is. He likes a girl in this class. A hyper active girl. The one who laugh like Gloria in Madagascar. She is not pretty. but there is something on her. She is always the attention of the crowd. Even with a sneeze.

He will never get the chance to sit beside her. The seats always occupied by the tallest, cutest guy in class. He is known as the girl "husband".

He wants to make some changes . He know that if he keep hiding or pretending as a quiet person, the girl might not know who he is until end of the course. Maybe she will remember the face without knowing what's his name.

This morning, he took out his best shirt, put it on and walk to class. The appearance has changed. However no one notice that. He tried to be talkative during lunch break. No one listen to him. He fell that he is not important. He cross the road with his lonely feeling.

Suddenly, this car coming to his direction, with speed of 120km /h. It will never stop until it bang him! He died on spot. The parents are sad. when the classmates know that, they cried for 5 minutes and continue with their joke.


Even though same thing happened to 2 different person, it brings different impact.





可能我死的那一天，
你会为我哭。
但是不代表你会把它放在心上。
但是，就算你受那一点点伤，
我也会对你掉泪。

The beginning

A girl was standing at the roadside. Looking at those cars. A cold and drizzling night. She was pissed off. Something that has happened to her. She doesn't know what she can do besides taking out her phone and dial this number. She never save his number in her contact before because she can remember it very well. It is the only phone number that she can remember after her parents number.

Boy answered the call. Girl told him everything. She be fooled by another boy, her boy friend. She got attracted by his good looking appearance and broad shoulder. Now, she be fooled. She doesn't dare to tell her parents about it, same to her friend.s The only one that she can look for is the owner of this number. Of course, she know that this person is one of her secret admirer. She loves to share things with him. He always find a solution for her.

The girl cried on the phone. Boy was so worry. He ran out from the house to look for her. He stays in Bandar Utama, the girl is now in SS2. After an hour, he found her. Sitting at the corner and tears keep coming out from that beautiful eyes. He want to hug her when he saw her. Same to that girl. But they didn't do that. Rational stop them.

Boy just sat beside her and look at her. How much the girl hope that the boy will hug her. Same to the boy, he also hope that the girl will hug him in any of this moment. The girl is sad but she knew that this boy can give him security.

2 months later, they got together. Not happily ever after. The relationship just last for a month. All because the girl found a better candidate as her boy friend. She ditched that boy. And got together with that guy. Boy forgive her. From the beginning, he know that this will happen, but he still willing to go for it just because he want to make her happy for atleast a short period of time.


When you found a good one. You will look for better one.
Not everything last long. But atleast you have it for once.

真的值得原谅吗？
全都看你。
可能曾经很爱你，
但不代表永远。
可是也不代表短暂
因为我爱那个单纯，可爱的你。
不是绝情的混蛋。

Once upon a time

Once upon a time. There was a big thing going on in this small village. The people got so excited about it. Same to this boy. He wasn't a handsome kid nor a cute one. No one really like him.

But this time, he got a big job from the village head for the big ceremony! He worked so hard for it. However it screw up because of other reason. After the ceremony ended, everyone went home. except this lonely boy. He thought that he can make something big this time and the result really disappoint him. He got a secret crush towards a girl. Not really a pretty girl. But she is nice and sweet. When he was sitting at the corner, she went to him and comfort him.

The boy told him everything. The moon at that night is beautiful. His sadness started to fade away when he look at her eyes.

After that night, the boy keep looking for chance to go near her. The girl don;t even notice about that. Maybe she knew that she got a secret admirer but she never ever give him a chance.

3 years later. The small boy has grown up. He already have the courage to go after that girl. This time, they got together. But things will not have happy ending. The reason for the girl to go near him is just to get some advantage. After the guy know about this, he was so angry! He felt cheated. He break up with that girl. That girl come to him and said everything that he heard is just misunderstanding. But he chose not to believe in her.

Few months later, he found out the truth. He loves her. since the night he comfort her on the grass field, with a beautiful moon up there. He want to tell that girl, he want to be with that girl again. But it is too late, the girl will never forgive him. The guy who choose not to trust her.

Couple who in love with each other might not get together without trust.





he= she
she= he
我觉得我还很喜欢你。我做错了。
我应该相信你的。
对不起。